High Mass

by New Victorian

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1.
tonight we leave California its not too late to start anew my love we need more than distraction from this world, from ourselves i won't let you down please don't let me hit the ground before i rise just once so pack all your stolen records and i'll grab what's left of my relief we won't need what we can't carry there's nothing we can't reap again out past the break in the skyline out where heaven meets the earth i'm sure we'll find some kind of something if our hearts can keep us true
2.
Talk To Me 03:57
how you walk how you smile how you take up all my time you've got to talk to me, baby before too long see that place we last shined so far out we lost sight you built a wall around your heart that no one can climb
3.
Novel Story 04:00
so you're writing stories of old well i'd say i'm almost proud stealing money right from my mouth did your costume come too late is the only sense i can make raining on your favorite parade turning every page in high hopes of never growing older than this it's not the way we were raised to treat each other like a lost chapter because i couldn't keep up the chase i took up running away it worked as long as i could forget but now that i've settled for sure there's no longer wanting for more except to see this life through with you how blessed your company and all your worried posturing shirt off in the darkest moon the dust settles in between a year or so less later her sweet smell still stuck to me
4.
Most of All 04:43
you don't see me you don't see me anymore like you used to lke you used to before in this moment in this moment we fall someone's crying someone's crying in the dark and when we kissed the world would quit spent our days, spent our nights all wrapped up in each other's eyes spill the secrets spill the secrets you keep you don't hear me you don't hear me when we speak no one's leaving no one's leaving this home light a fire light a fire watch it burn it's not too late it's not too dark to fill the space in our hearts it's not too long it's not too hard so let's go back to the start cause where i stand is where i fall it's you i crave most of all so here's our chance to right our wrongs it's you i want it's you i love most of all
5.
Portland 03:54
caught you running, running back heaven knows i'm not that fast three whole days just glided by without a single cloud in sight in this city i was not born but all the masks that i have worn all that we hold has got to let go but i'm still in this body, aren't i? everyone we know is right until it comes time to fight
6.
i can't stand to hear those noises coming out from inside of you they take me back to a place so helpless i don't know what i should do please please please don't quit on me please please please don't leave and if i'm useless in the future how my body keeps breaking down who will pity this pour creature when all i ever had was time it's a special kind of hurt but all you ever broke were bones so you wouldn't know unless you once broke your own
7.
hope is not hard i heard you say i could not be in any worse shape how did it feel how long did it take hope is not hard i heard you say out of the photograph and into the dust here comes the part of you turning to rust long before you i waited a while sinking like stone lost like a child then came your hands then came your smile long before you i waited a while let the daylight wander in if we could stay the same as right now as long as we stay the same as right now i pray to god we'll last somehow if we just stay the same as right now
8.
Norwieja 06:09
someone's bound to take your place it's not for me to say but what is anyway someone's bound to take your place out of all the animals you stand tall above the rest out of all the animals you're the one i like best as soon as you let go i'm gone i promise not to fight no matter wrong or right as soon as you let go i'm gone now i know i shouldn't have answered but i did i was too tired to make her laugh and not drunk enough to be cruel so she left to find someone who would it's almost over it's almost done
9.
how much older can you get before you stop living in a separate space all your own no place left to call you home no one ever let go like you do how much longer can you stand while right below you're sinking in you're dug in deep for the tide now washed away but still alive can't you wait now it won't be long before i cave
10.
some days you can't even stand without help holding both hands talked you down the balcony ledge laid you out on the hotel bed you don't have to wonder where i stand still alive despite the change your next try won't be the same another night of holding on to a life that all went wrong you don't have to wonder where i stand and i'll stand always by your side

about

acoustic guitar & vocals (Scott Taylor) and drums (Scott Tournet) tracked live in a storage unit in San Diego 12/18-21 in 2015.

overdubs performed and recorded by Scott Taylor in a garage in Portland, OR 2016 - 2018.

additional players:
Sam Smith - percussion on 1, 2, 3, 5, 8 and 10.
Scott Tournet - pedal steel on 4, 7 and 10, background vocals on 1.
Mark McIntire - background vocals on 5 and 9.
Bryan Dondero - upright bass on 10.

credits

released May 10, 2018

recorded and produced by Scott Taylor & Scott Tournet
mixed by Scott Tournet
mastered by Adam Pike

cover photograph by Andrew Rhoads
logo and layout by Andrew Nicolai

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New Victorian Portland, Oregon

New Victorian is an ethereal Americana outfit imbued with an expansive, psychedelic vision. 

Guided by the songwriting of Scott Taylor, a mental health social worker in Portland, OR, New Victorian excavates modern dilemmas via indie-folk foundations and alt-country adornments, weaving a varied patchwork of sonic craftsmanship.
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